this day was soo great. Full of good news. and i am soo happy para sa aking bstfrnd na si jha to hear that good news. in sha Allah, we can surpass whatever Allah had given to us. wag lang talaga taung mawalan ng pag-asa.

read the meaning of the verse in the Qur’an (3:26-27) and be ENLIGHTENED. ;-)

Indeed, we must be grateful how Allah (swt) had created everything. THINK, PONDER and be THANKFUL. La hawla wala kuwwata illah billah.

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Kung makaarte naman tong mga taong to! Nakuu!

Yesterday, while I was praying Maghrib, it was the 1st time that I’ve cried so so much thinking about my sins in the past. And thinking how bad I was to the people around me. Yung mga choice of words ko at yung mga bad actions na nagawa ko. I thot naging mabait ako kaso HINDI eh! Andun pa rin ung pagiging MASAMA ko to my parents, sa mga kapatid ko and even my friends. I can’t accept the fact na naging ganun ako sakanila. I know naging aware ako sa mga ginawa ko noon, kung hindi man, bakit ko naisip yun ngaun? One of the reason, mala so kakakapti rakn o shaitaan nako myathi. Pero still I’m fighting on it till today. Even after I started my journey to be a full-time Muslim, nakagawa pa din ako ng bad things sa iba. Hindi ko alam kung paano ako makakahingi ng tawad sakanila, pero I’m still praying to Allah (swt) to open their hearts na sana mapatawad nila ako. I even think of something na baka mapunta ako sa hell, Wanaudhubillah. Since I’ve heard the things na pwedeng mangyari sa mga taong makakapunta dun na parang natatakot na ako. :((( I even don’t know what to do. BOTHERed na bothered talaga ako. Tama nga yung sinabi ng ustadha nmin, when you start learning things about Islam, you’ll start to ponder on the things that you’ve done in the past whether it is good or bad. At pag nalaman din ng mga tao that you’ve started seeking knowledge about Islam, Shaitaan will interfere and will say to those around you that you’ve been bad in the past kaya sayang lang yung ginagawa mong effort in seeking knowledge (base on what I’ve experienced). See? Shaitaan is the bad one not the people. And I believe in the past I’ve chosen shaitaan as my comopanion, pero ngaun? In sha Allah, I will not give him another chance to be with me again. ALLAHUMA AMEEN.

Siguro, this was the first time I have pondered on my actions, in sha Allah I will not do it again. Di kodn kababayaan a kumasoy sa gyoto a myanggolaola akn a mga rarata. I cannot change my past but still Allah (swt) had given me this day that I should secure my future for the sake of Allah.

“I still have time to do Istighfar and do Tawbah in sha Allah” => this is my comforting message. I know Allah (swt) will guide me in this journey. I will never lose hope. :)

If you’re reading this, PAMANGNI ako rka sa RILA ko langon a dangka rakn kaswatn. In sha Allah na makatoona ta saruman a mapipiya a ginawa ta ago katatawfiqan ta o Allah (swt). Ameen Ya Rabba ‘Alamin. :)

Sino nga ba kamukha neto? Hahaa. My KOKEY bunso. Hohoo

HIJAB ^____^

My FAVE COOKIES. :)

Ya Allah, grant me this qualities.

RANAO COUNCIL (once an aRCee always an RC)

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